I thought you were honest...I thought I could trust you...I feel like an idiot....I hate you...no wait a minute..I don't hate you I just want to pray to God to help me...I am sure God knows better....when were you planning to tell me?my heart aches..but you know why?not because you chose someone else..but because you didn't tell me...I don't even know I have the right to know or not...I thought we were friends..now I know the meaning of your labmates looks...when I came to you lab...now I know why they were laughing at me behind my back.....now I know they knew that I am a joke to you...I wished you had a bit of respect to tell me yourself...but I don't know why you weren't man enough and why I have to hear this from others...THANK YOU GOD....YOU SHOWED ME HOW SOME ONE YOU TRUST COMPLETELY CAN DECEIVE YOU...
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